I BELIEVE!

I believe most in family, my family in particluar. I have been through so many different things in my life and when the friends have come and gone, family is still there. I believe so much in my family because no matter the circumstances they are understanding. Not all families are like mine and that's what makes me so appreciative. I have witnessed some of my friends families who are not there for them. I find that to be so horrible. I feel like if you don't have family then what do you have? I know for some individuals that's not always the case. Sometimes people look upon their friend's as family. I have never felt that way. It seems like no matter what friend I've had in the past or present has in some way let me down tremendously. It's a good feeling when that anxiety does not have to be present in a friendship/relationship. One of my friend's in the past had told me that she doesn't think I value friendships. This made me laugh, due to the fact that this was the same lady who had messed up our friendship. I simply stated to her that I cherish my friendship's, I would love to actually have a good friend one day. I just have not found one as of yet. To her that sounded preposterous, but to me that sounded just right. I just let her know my family is always there for me, so there are no worries.