Sunday, April 5, 2009

No Place Like Home

I Believe there is no place like home. A home is more than just a house and the place you keep your belongings. It is a range of feelings. Family, love, safety, security. At least this is what it means to me. It is the one place where I can truly be myself, where I can hide and get away, and not feel guilty. When you spend years of your life growing up in one place, it becomes a major part of who you are. Not only the character of the house itself, but the street its on, the city its in, and all the surroundings. I spent fifteen years of my life in a big tan house on Ledgewood Road. This place was all that I knew. My family was the first to ever live in it, which gave me a feeling that it was truly ours. This house was the only definition of home I had known.
When I was eighteen, I was told we were selling the house and moving to a nearby town. I was devastated. I didn't think I could live anywhere else. Tangibly, nothing would ever be good enough, because this was my home. We moved to a small condo, and it was a big adjustment. At first I hated it and thought I had lost all sense of the feeling of home. But after a while, it came back. I realized maybe all of those feelings, love, security, may not have been held within the walls of Ledgewood Road, but in the family inside of it.
I believe that family is what makes a home. This belief has only been further proven since I came halfway across the country to go to school in Chicago. I have a "house" here called 2 E. 8th Street, but it doesn't feel like much of a home. Creating a life and home for myself was much different than the one my parent's created for me. While I have a sense of family in the context of my roomates, it doesn't compare to the real thing. I think I appreciate my family more now that I am away from them. Every day I am in Chicago, I am longing to be at home, in my own house, with my family, and with my dog. These are the simple things that truly make me happy and comfortable. I believe there is no place like home.

2 comments:

  1. I agree with this there is no place like home im moving out this year and i know it is going to be hard to leave because i am so use to living in that one place so i know im going to have to make a big adjustment just like you did when you moved out here to go to school.

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  2. I'm also living at 2 E. 8th and I can't wait until next year to commute! Chicago just doesn't hold anything I consider to be "home" and over the past few months I've really started to examine my "home" as a few people in my town and the little things I truly miss having every day. It makes it even more special when I can find my home for a couple days every week, and this blog post is so true that you make a home away from the traditional one your parents set you up with!

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